Great Music
I love music. I listen to it all the time. I make it too — electronic compositions as Infinite State.
My client of choice is Apple Music, mostly for the lossless quality. As I get older, I notice my tastes shifting from the intensity of rock toward the texture of electronic music. The wide audio spectrum of heavy guitar is more taxing to my ears than it used to be.
Favorite Albums
These are the albums I keep coming back to, years later:
- Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd — The purest expression of absence I've ever heard.
- Lateralus by Tool — Consciousness and spiral dynamics rendered as music. Still finding new things in it.
- Under Pressure by Logic — Vulnerable, ambitious, honest about the cost of ambition.
- My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy by Kanye West — Whatever you think of the man, this album is a masterpiece of maximalism.
- The Life of Pablo by Kanye West — Messy, unfinished, alive. The most honest thing he ever made.
- Make Yourself by Incubus — The album that defined a specific kind of late-90s introspection.
What I Listen To
Hip-Hop — Drake, Kendrick Lamar, Kanye West, Logic, J. Cole, Eminem, Travis Scott, Baby Keem.
Rock — Tool, Incubus, A Perfect Circle, Chevelle, 311, Rage Against the Machine, System of a Down, Linkin Park, Nirvana, Foo Fighters.
Classic Rock — Metallica, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Fleetwood Mac.
Electronic — Puscifer, Moby, Deadmau5, Beck.
My Own Work
I release electronic music as Infinite State. A few tracks that mean something to me:
- She May Require Lithium — From Messengers Rising. The title says it.
- Consistent Inconsistency — From Unmastered Impulses. A meditation on living with a mind that won't hold still.
- Nintendo Dreams — Pure nostalgia rendered as sound.
- Reminiscence — From As Above, So Below.
Top 100 Songs
A snapshot from Apple Music — what I actually play on repeat:
| Song | Artist | Album |
|---|---|---|
| Landslide | Fleetwood Mac | The Very Best of Fleetwood Mac |
| From Zero (Intro) | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| The Emptiness Machine | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| Two Faced | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| Hurricane | Kanye West | Donda |
| First Person Shooter (feat. J. Cole) | Drake | For All The Dogs |
| Sticky | Drake | Honestly, Nevermind |
| Heavy Is the Crown | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| Bullet Train To Iowa (Billy Howerdel Mix) | Puscifer | Bullet Train To Iowa (Re-imagined) |
| Heaven and Hell | Kanye West | Donda |
| Midas (feat. Robb Banks) | Jace | Jace Tape |
| 44 More | Logic | Bobby Tarantino II |
| Nintendo Dreams | Infinite State | Nintendo Dreams |
| Vultures (feat. Bump J) | ¥$, Kanye West & Ty Dolla $ign | Vultures |
| Enemy | Father Of Peace | Enemy |
| Selah | Kanye West | JESUS IS KING |
| Cut the Bridge | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| goosebumps | Travis Scott | Birds in the Trap Sing McKnight |
| No Face | Drake | No Face |
| Circadian Rhythm | Drake | 100 GIGS |
| N****s in Paris (HEDEGAARD & Matt Hawk) | Matt Hawk & HEDEGAARD | N****s in Paris |
| Crooked Smile (feat. TLC) | J. Cole | Born Sinner |
| Internet Persona | aut★psy | Ethertopia |
| Adventure Awaits | Infinite State | Alchemical Divorce |
| family ties | Baby Keem & Kendrick Lamar | family ties |
| Over Each Other | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| SICKO MODE | Travis Scott | ASTROWORLD |
| Iris | The Goo Goo Dolls | Dizzy Up the Girl |
| Father Stretch My Hands, Pt. 1 | Kanye West | The Life of Pablo |
| Full Bloom | 311 | Full Bloom |
| You're Gonna Get It | 311 | Full Bloom |
| Family Matters | Drake | Family Matters |
| Stained | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| What Would Pluto Do | Drake | For All The Dogs |
| THANK GOD | Travis Scott | UTOPIA |
| Boss Battle | Infinite State | Alchemical Divorce |
| Otis (feat. Otis Redding) | Kanye West | Watch the Throne |
| Isis (feat. Logic) | Joyner Lucas | ADHD |
| Casualty | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| Off The Grid | Kanye West | Donda |
| Wash Us in the Blood (feat. Travis Scott) | Kanye West | Wash Us in the Blood |
| All Day (feat. Theophilus London, Allan Kingdom & Paul McCartney) | Kanye West | All Day |
| IGYEIH | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| Pandora's Lock | Infinite State | Alchemical Divorce |
| Syncronicities | Infinite State | As Above, So Below |
| Pardon Me | Incubus | Make Yourself |
| KOD | J. Cole | KOD |
| 10 Bands | Drake | If You're Reading This It's Too Late |
| Wrist (feat. Pusha T) | Logic | Bobby Tarantino |
| Rich Flex | Drake | Her Loss |
| Delivering the Message | Infinite State | Alchemical Divorce |
| The Journey (feat. Ram Dass) | Infinite State | As Above, So Below |
| Remote Control pt 2 | Kanye West | Donda |
| Swimming Pools (Drank) | Kendrick Lamar | good kid, m.A.A.d city |
| Legend | Drake | If You're Reading This It's Too Late |
| Lucky You (feat. Joyner Lucas) | Eminem | Curtain Call 2 |
| Reminiscence | Infinite State | As Above, So Below |
| Power Trip (feat. Miguel) | J. Cole | Born Sinner |
| Follow God | Kanye West | JESUS IS KING |
| Will You | P.O.D. | Payable On Death |
| Saving Us | Serj Tankian | Elect the Dead |
| She May Require Lithium | Infinite State | Messengers Rising |
| True Love | Kanye West & XXXTENTACION | True Love |
| BURN EVERYTHING (feat. YE) | Sean Leon | HERD IMMUNITY 1.0 |
| Shekina | Blindside | About a Burning Fire |
| Chicago Freestyle | Drake | Dark Lane Demo Tapes |
| Lilith | Halsey | If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power |
| Wants and Needs (feat. Lil Baby) | Drake | Scary Hours 2 |
| She | Green Day | Dookie |
| Pt. 2 | Kanye West | The Life of Pablo |
| Cash In Cash Out (feat. 21 Savage & Tyler, The Creator) | Pharrell Williams | Cash In Cash Out |
| Losing My Religion | R.E.M. | In Time: The Best of R.E.M. |
| Karma's a B!tch | Sophia Rayne | Karma's a B!tch |
| The Library (Intro) | Childish Gambino | Because the Internet |
| This Is America | Childish Gambino | This Is America |
| When I Talk (feat. Kx5) | deadmau5, Kaskade & Elderbrook | When I Talk |
| Real Synths | Infinite State | As Above, So Below |
| Consistent Inconsistency | Infinite State | Unmastered Impulses |
| Overflow | LINKIN PARK | From Zero |
| California | Nick Hexum | Full Memories |
| Lo Siento | P.O.D. | The Fundamental Elements of Southtown |
| Self Evident | Puscifer | Normal Isn't |
| HYFR (feat. Lil Wayne) | Drake | Take Care |
| H.A.M. | Kanye West | Watch the Throne |
| No Love | Compilations | Covers Vol. 3 |
| Bonfire | Childish Gambino | Camp |
| Synchronic Disordered | Infinite State | Messengers Rising |
| You Hurt Me | Infinite State | Resolution |
| Weekend (feat. Miguel) | Mac Miller | GO:OD AM |
| C'est Comme Ça | Paramore | This Is Why |
| Lucky You (feat. Joyner Lucas) | Eminem | Kamikaze |
| Lateralus | Tool | Lateralus |
| STARGAZING | Travis Scott | ASTROWORLD |
Music is the thing that works when nothing else does. When the words stop making sense and the code won't compile and the brain is doing its thing — there's always something on this list that meets me where I am.